Since no one reads or comments on this blog I guess I will write a quick entry about how I really feel today. I am lonely. The boys are finally in bed which is good b/c I've reached my limit for the day. Sam is still out of town. The entire house is silent. The only noises are the leaves blowing on the trees outside and the frogs doing their thing down by the creek. So, this rare quiet makes me stop & reflect on the past couple of weeks. I have to say that I am relieved that things are done with at the church. Its hard to admit but I feel a freedom that I thought I'd lost. And am thankful that everything went smoothly as we left. I know that we have some decisions to make now. And those questions will only be answered with time. I do miss some of the ladies & youth already. And I don't look forward to starting over. I have never been one to make friends easily & right now I don't even feel like putting forth an effort. So I will stick to the few and faithful friends who have been with me through it all. Thank God for You----you know who you are. Since I'm not totally exhausted I think I will crack open my bible & see what jumps out at me. This week I haven't touched my bible even though I have thought about every night as I got into bed. Maybe God has had something to say all along & I have simply ignored him. Being the faithful GOD that he is I pray that he will speak to my heart tonight....I need a little bit of TLC right about now. So, later gaters. I'm off for devos.