This week we found that we're having a boy. I am a little bit relieved & a little bit ---um what is the perfect word? I can't put my finger on it. I did think we had a chance that this go round would be our girl. My number four will be a girl.

Well, it is quite different going from no daddy around for five days & then back again for three & then knowing he will be gone again for another five. The boys have done really well, & I am doing OK. I'm holding on knowing that by this time next week we will have six days in a row that we can completely devote to family time. Yeah! So, I am setting aside a few dollars in hopes that we will do something special together as a family. It won't be much but as they say---TIME = LOVE. Looking forward to some LOVE with Sammy.